What I Miss Today

Today I miss having somebody to fight with; someone that means enough to me to make sure I have the energy to fight with on a semi-regular basis. I miss being able to tell someone about my day and know that is impacts them. I miss being able to go shopping and buy more than two things at a time from the sale rack. I miss being able to go out and open a tab and spend as much money as I want. I miss not having inanimate objects (like money and clothes) change how I feel about the direction my life is going. I miss being as satisfied with sitting on the couch, conversating with good friends. I hope to find the things I'm missing again, someday. Kim isn't here right now, leave a message.